Doc Says All Clear

Went for my follow up gynea visit today. According to the lovely Dr Tang (again I have to say what a friendly and understanding doctor she is, if only all Malaysian doctors are like her, seeing a doctor wouldn't be such a dread) all is clear. Apparently the medication did work and the polyp/cyst (don't know the difference) is no longer there. So I was told to go forth and multiply.:) But I doubt I'll be doing that anytime soon. Thanks to all who helped pray. As always God is faithful. All praise and glory be to Him.

Today has been a weird day. Although I'm glad that my "oven" is clean, my mom and I just received news that my aunt may most likely have breast cancer. It's really so sad that cancer is so prevalent nowadays. The scary thing is that it seems to be happening to those close to us. Somehow nowadays, it seems that one either dies from cancer or heart attack or stroke. What happened to dying of old age? I've been moody and depressed the whole day about this as it made me question the purpose of life. To make things worse, I've not been able to talk to anyone or I guess more like I don't feel like talking to anyone, hence this post. Hubbs has been super busy of late and 3 nights a week I'm left alone at home, tired and just needing some companionship. And to make things worse, the nights when he's home early I'll be working late or in the case of this week, travelling for work. Am I suffering from depression or am I just tired? Go figure..:(

The silver lining to the whole day is Elmo. Thank God for the golden fur ball. Here's a picture of him that I just received from the trainer. Isn't he cute?