Getting older

Oh well, I guess this is the time of the year again. The time where once when I was under 21 it was something to look forward to but now way past 30 it's something to dread. If I'm feeling this way now I wonder how I'll feel like when I reach 40. Oh no!!!

This year is made worse by the fact that Hubbs isn't around. But I know he really wishes that he's here with me on this forgettable day. So far the day before didn't begin that well. I had my first major fight of the year with my boss. No fun. Then had to eat my cake on the go. And to cap it off I received bad news regarding Noe's battle with cancer.

Considering that the day before was so crap, am I looking forward to the actual day? No. But I do thank God for the many blessings and provision for the past year and I do look forward to walking closer to Him each day and I'm waiting with eager anticipation His many plans for me in the year ahead knowing that He'll be with me each step of the way.

As for my birthday wish this year, I pray that God will heal Noe and give her the strength to undergo the necessary treatment and that He will continue to use her to bless so many of us.